Thursday, May 10, 2012
Thursday, April 26, 2012
Pissed off
No picture this time because...because...I'm pretty salty right now and you don't want to see me upset. So I'll just go ahead and jump into it.
Today was fine starting out. I woke up late as usual for work and went in 2 minutes late as I always do on my 12 hour shifts. Twelve hour shifts are No Joke. I go in at 5:30 and leave at 7pm. The only thing that really makes it 12 hours is my lunch break which is an hour and a half long. So in reality I'm at work for 13 and a half hours :> Then I come home and do my online classes which take 2-4 hours. By that time its about 10-11pm before I have time to do anything. And if I have to get up early the next day, I'll be sleep by the time I'm done with school.
So with all that said, my mom comes in today and says "I told you to fix that chair yesterday and you didn't do it". It was a chair I assmebled for my little brothers that I put together wrong because I was totally drained from work when I came in. And the reason I didn't assemble it again last night is because I had to be at work at 5am. So she's fussing at me about how I can't do anything right and how sorry I've become. Well fuck that. Excuse my language but I'm pretty mad.
I can't stand my mom. I never ever liked her even for one day I never liked anything about my mom ever. The fact that she gave birth to me even disgusts me and I would have rather of been adopted and I'm not even kidding. My father sits outside smoking all the time. He said he'd quit and bought an electronic cigarette to help him quit but he's back at it again. At this rate he's going to die within the next 10 years so I'm already kind of preparing for that.
I may be the one kid that just cuts himself off from his family altogether. Like move away and don't call or anything. I know people like that and they live drama free lives. I've actually been considering it. I like my dad a lot but sometimes I wonder why he married this crazy woman. She needs medicine the way she talks to people. I'm saving up money still...slowly but surely I'll have my own place. No roomates or anything, just me by myself. Kevin Hart with it all day. I'll work, go to school, pay my bills, and do that until I graduate and succeed with a better job. The only thing stopping me is this $4500 I owe the University of Phoenix for taking 2 classes then leaving. I'll pay them soon but they want their payment in full which is just slowing me down. I also need a new car because the Jaguar is reaching it's limit. I can hear her dying a little bit everyday.
It's Jasmine's birthday and her gift still hasn't arrived, ugh. Oh well she said she'd wait but still I'm a little salty about it. I get to see her tomorrow finally. My head hurts. I'm so confused. I don't even know what to do because so much needs to get done for me to get out of here. I need to get a new car, but I may need a co-signer because I don''t have a credit history. I need a new air matress which is like $200. At least so it'll hold me until I get a king size bed. I need to pay this debt to Phoenix. I need to convince Jasmine I can take care of her. I need to convince her parents I can take care of her. I need to kill this addiction to my computer as well. So much needs to be done and I've always procrastinated as to when to start this big change. Sigh. I need motivation...but where...
Today was fine starting out. I woke up late as usual for work and went in 2 minutes late as I always do on my 12 hour shifts. Twelve hour shifts are No Joke. I go in at 5:30 and leave at 7pm. The only thing that really makes it 12 hours is my lunch break which is an hour and a half long. So in reality I'm at work for 13 and a half hours :> Then I come home and do my online classes which take 2-4 hours. By that time its about 10-11pm before I have time to do anything. And if I have to get up early the next day, I'll be sleep by the time I'm done with school.
So with all that said, my mom comes in today and says "I told you to fix that chair yesterday and you didn't do it". It was a chair I assmebled for my little brothers that I put together wrong because I was totally drained from work when I came in. And the reason I didn't assemble it again last night is because I had to be at work at 5am. So she's fussing at me about how I can't do anything right and how sorry I've become. Well fuck that. Excuse my language but I'm pretty mad.
I can't stand my mom. I never ever liked her even for one day I never liked anything about my mom ever. The fact that she gave birth to me even disgusts me and I would have rather of been adopted and I'm not even kidding. My father sits outside smoking all the time. He said he'd quit and bought an electronic cigarette to help him quit but he's back at it again. At this rate he's going to die within the next 10 years so I'm already kind of preparing for that.
I may be the one kid that just cuts himself off from his family altogether. Like move away and don't call or anything. I know people like that and they live drama free lives. I've actually been considering it. I like my dad a lot but sometimes I wonder why he married this crazy woman. She needs medicine the way she talks to people. I'm saving up money still...slowly but surely I'll have my own place. No roomates or anything, just me by myself. Kevin Hart with it all day. I'll work, go to school, pay my bills, and do that until I graduate and succeed with a better job. The only thing stopping me is this $4500 I owe the University of Phoenix for taking 2 classes then leaving. I'll pay them soon but they want their payment in full which is just slowing me down. I also need a new car because the Jaguar is reaching it's limit. I can hear her dying a little bit everyday.
It's Jasmine's birthday and her gift still hasn't arrived, ugh. Oh well she said she'd wait but still I'm a little salty about it. I get to see her tomorrow finally. My head hurts. I'm so confused. I don't even know what to do because so much needs to get done for me to get out of here. I need to get a new car, but I may need a co-signer because I don''t have a credit history. I need a new air matress which is like $200. At least so it'll hold me until I get a king size bed. I need to pay this debt to Phoenix. I need to convince Jasmine I can take care of her. I need to convince her parents I can take care of her. I need to kill this addiction to my computer as well. So much needs to be done and I've always procrastinated as to when to start this big change. Sigh. I need motivation...but where...
Friday, April 13, 2012
Bad Day
Oh there will be a picture but it won't be of me, don't worry. I'm just ranting really. Today is definetly Friday the 13th because nothing but bad things have happen to me all day F****in long! So I wake up voluntarily. Do you know that's the worst way to wake up?! Have someone else to wake you up. I hate that.
Then I'm playing Rumble Fighter for a few hours and all the rooms I go in are full of scrubs! Like it's 4v4 and I get 4 newbies that are like "Hi, I'm bob. I ditch my teamates and don't give a fluxcompacitor about anyone but myself. I should be in beginner channel but that would just make your day better". UGH!
Then some dude adds me on facebook because one of my friends in middle school was telling him about how me and my "twin" (friend) used to slap box all the time and everyone would get a good laugh out of it. Then he's like "Add me on xbox homie." and I'm all like....F*** yo Xbox Nigga!
Then I try to play street fighter x tekken with my fight stick and I ended up jamming my finger somehow which is a first. How do you jam your finger playing video games? What the DUKKKKKK!
Then my dad comes in the room and he's all like "you need to take your two little brothers to therapy". I was like..."Jail Nah!" I did it Tuesday and I have homework to get done so I can't do it. Then my mom yells at me and tells me to return the car so she can take me to work which actually wastes MORE GAS. Yeah! Fluck the fact that gas is already $4.00 a gallon because that car runs on premium! But of course you wouldn't care because you don't work! I'm the only one in my household that actually goes to work. And pays for most of their mistakes. I should get my own freakin place.
To make things better I leave for work and notice how bad my day has gone so I go to Jasmine's house because I missed Jasmine. It was just in my heart to see her today and I did and she was beautiful as always and happy to see me...as always....:>
THEN I WENT TO WORK! FLUCK!!!! Omg So my supervisor had me train this new guy and I'm a nice guy so I let him do everything on his own to get a feel for it and he ends up being really slow but he was just slowing me down. And I'm like ugh why me....
Omg then! I went to train him on the 6th floor and if you remember correctly you know who is on the 6th floor right? That's right...ANGIE! UGH! Omg why does she have to work today. And the worst part is I saw Angie and Angie saw me. We did not speak, we did not smile we just acted like strangers but in the end I know it hurt us both. Maybe it's better that way because she didn't even give me a chance hmph.Then all the nurse look at me like "Oh that's that one boy that tried to holler at Angie...yeah girl". And I'm all like:
Then I go home after being the last one to go home from work. I get in the car and every single road I was on there was a police officer. What the...chuck e cheese sippy cup is going on around here. What did I do wrong?! I got on the interstate and I switch lanes and boom! A truck is right there honking at me and calling me a mother lucker. So now I'm all shook up.
Jesus help me. I just wanted a good day. I'm not a bad guy. I have a lot of good in my heart and I help people every day whether they ask for it or not : ( Sigh...
Then I'm playing Rumble Fighter for a few hours and all the rooms I go in are full of scrubs! Like it's 4v4 and I get 4 newbies that are like "Hi, I'm bob. I ditch my teamates and don't give a fluxcompacitor about anyone but myself. I should be in beginner channel but that would just make your day better". UGH!
Then some dude adds me on facebook because one of my friends in middle school was telling him about how me and my "twin" (friend) used to slap box all the time and everyone would get a good laugh out of it. Then he's like "Add me on xbox homie." and I'm all like....F*** yo Xbox Nigga!
Then I try to play street fighter x tekken with my fight stick and I ended up jamming my finger somehow which is a first. How do you jam your finger playing video games? What the DUKKKKKK!
Then my dad comes in the room and he's all like "you need to take your two little brothers to therapy". I was like..."Jail Nah!" I did it Tuesday and I have homework to get done so I can't do it. Then my mom yells at me and tells me to return the car so she can take me to work which actually wastes MORE GAS. Yeah! Fluck the fact that gas is already $4.00 a gallon because that car runs on premium! But of course you wouldn't care because you don't work! I'm the only one in my household that actually goes to work. And pays for most of their mistakes. I should get my own freakin place.
To make things better I leave for work and notice how bad my day has gone so I go to Jasmine's house because I missed Jasmine. It was just in my heart to see her today and I did and she was beautiful as always and happy to see me...as always....:>
THEN I WENT TO WORK! FLUCK!!!! Omg So my supervisor had me train this new guy and I'm a nice guy so I let him do everything on his own to get a feel for it and he ends up being really slow but he was just slowing me down. And I'm like ugh why me....
Omg then! I went to train him on the 6th floor and if you remember correctly you know who is on the 6th floor right? That's right...ANGIE! UGH! Omg why does she have to work today. And the worst part is I saw Angie and Angie saw me. We did not speak, we did not smile we just acted like strangers but in the end I know it hurt us both. Maybe it's better that way because she didn't even give me a chance hmph.Then all the nurse look at me like "Oh that's that one boy that tried to holler at Angie...yeah girl". And I'm all like:
Then I go home after being the last one to go home from work. I get in the car and every single road I was on there was a police officer. What the...chuck e cheese sippy cup is going on around here. What did I do wrong?! I got on the interstate and I switch lanes and boom! A truck is right there honking at me and calling me a mother lucker. So now I'm all shook up.
Jesus help me. I just wanted a good day. I'm not a bad guy. I have a lot of good in my heart and I help people every day whether they ask for it or not : ( Sigh...
Wednesday, April 11, 2012
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Hi! My name is Daryl. I'm 21 and I like vidya games. I say weird things like Chillin like a gelatin and I do nice things like let Jasmine borrow my laptop for a very important assignment. I go to college and I work a lot. I use this face a lot: :> which indicates that I'm happy. I can actually make this face with my actual mouth. I am very, very, smart and I love the computer. I like Rumble Fighter and Twisted Metal. I have a big family and I like this chick named Jasmine. She soooo cool. She likes me back so that means I have swag. I am a very sweet and funny person and that's why she likes me so. I'm getting her something great for her birthday. I'd tell you but I don't know what it is lol. But it'll be great. :> I have a blog called daryl101.blogspot.com OH LOOK you're here well welcome! Hi! My name is Daryl. I'm 21 and I like vidya games. I say weird things like Chillin like a
gelatin and I do nice things like let people borrow my laptop. I go to
college and I work a lot. I use this face a lot: :> which indicates
that I'm happy. I can actually make this face with my actual mouth. I am
very, very, smart and I love the computer. I like Rumble Fighter and
Twisted Metal. I have a big family and I like this chick named Jasmine.
She soooo cool. She likes me back so that means I have swag. I am a very
sweet and funny person and that's why she likes me so. I'm getting her
something great for her birthday. I'd tell you but I don't know what it
is lol. But it'll be great. :> I have a blog called
daryl101.blogspot.com OH LOOK you're here well welcome!Hi! My name is Daryl. I'm 21 and I like vidya games. I say weird things
like Chillin like a gelatin and I do nice things like let people borrow
my laptop. I go to college and I work a lot. I use this face a lot:
:> which indicates that I'm happy. I can actually make this face with
my actual mouth. I am very, very, smart and I love the computer. I like
Rumble Fighter and Twisted Metal. I have a big family and I like this
chick named Jasmine. She soooo cool. She likes me back so that means I
have swag. I am a very sweet and funny person and that's why she likes
me so. I'm getting her something great for her birthday. I'd tell you
but I don't know what it is lol. But it'll be great. :> I have a blog
called daryl101.blogspot.com OH LOOK you're here well welcome! Hi! My
name is Daryl. I'm 21 and I like vidya games. I say weird things like Chillin like a
gelatin and I do nice things like let people borrow my laptop. I go to
college and I work a lot. I use this face a lot: :> which indicates
that I'm happy. I can actually make this face with my actual mouth. I am
very, very, smart and I love the computer. I like Rumble Fighter and
Twisted Metal. I have a big family and I like this chick named Jasmine.
She soooo cool. She likes me back so that means I have swag. I am a very
sweet and funny person and that's why she likes me so. I'm getting her
something great for her birthday. I'd tell you but I don't know what it
is lol. But it'll be great. :> I have a blog called
daryl101.blogspot.com OH LOOK you're here well welcome!
Love, (notactuallydaryl) Jasmine <3
Love, (notactuallydaryl) Jasmine <3
This one time, Daryl told me that Katamari Damacy was for the Playstation 1 and it made me happy because I HAVE a playstation 1 but then I was unhappy because it's actually NOT for the PS1 so then I did this:
and this:
Guise I even made him a sweater:
Daryl......
Nah, it's ok. Simple mistake! I still want that game though. That's my favorite game.
I actually just got some brand new spankin' PS1 games that have just been released. Except not really. They're old lol. Duh. I wish I could play them tonight BUTT I've got a report due tomorrow ;______; sheesh
I actually just got some brand new spankin' PS1 games that have just been released. Except not really. They're old lol. Duh. I wish I could play them tonight BUTT I've got a report due tomorrow ;______; sheesh
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