Alright before I get into this, the people who don't know who I'm about to talk about need to be informed as to who I'm talking about in this post. This one is about a dream I had last night of two different people named Kathy and Morgan. Why I dreamed of these people, I don't know. These two are probably near the last people I would ever think of dreaming of so that's why it's significant.
Kathy is the daughter of a woman who works with me at the hospital. This woman would talk to me about her daughter every day but it never crossed my mind as to who her daughter was or if I was even interested in meeting her. Then somehow Kathy ends up adding me on Facebook and she happens to be the daughter that this woman talks about everyday. Kathy is a nice girl with a lot of secrets. She seems like the type that wants to address everyone else s problems but her own. She's...above average on the attractive scale. And she's all about her boyfriend since that seems to be the only thing that makes Kathy somewhat vulnerable on certain days. I met Kathy last September and we text back and forth quite often, but for all I know I'm not the only one in this texting pool. Kathy is...somewhat unapproachable when it comes to personal questions and me being as a down to earth guy...I just let time reveal all. Everyone knows that as time passes, people are revealed. So I guess we can call Kathy the mystery girl for now but she is a friend none-the-less.
Morgan is a girl I haven't talked to since I was 14 years old. She was my best friend growing up and a tomboy. Morgan and I went everywhere together growing up and her parents loved me. We went to Myrtle Beach, Disney World, Six Flags...places that college students go when they go on vacation. We did it big! But all on my parents expense, haha. When I spent time with Morgan the thought of us ever being together hardly came up but it was in the minds of us both. We were very young but we spent so much time together. Morgan was truly special to me. Until...one day, our neighbor Kenny instigated an argument between Morgan and I and we never came around to apologizing to each other because months later I moved to Indiana and she moved out of the neighborhood. Hadn't these events happen, Morgan could of possibly been my best friend and my life time partner. I recently added Morgan on facebook but we are both still bitter from that one day.
OK! Now that you know who Morgan and Kathy are.... to the dream!
Last night felt so real. It was a Sunday and my family and I were in the country going to church in a place that looked like it was built by slaves. My sister, Darchana and my father decided to walk with me to a Wal-Mart that was 4 miles away. On our way to the Wal-Mart I pulled out my phone and somehow purchased something with my debit card, from Wal-Mart through my phone and it was there waiting for me to pick up. Amazing right?! Its like I discovered a new type of technology in my dream! Ok maybe not really but it was cool to me.
We arrived at Wal-Mart and somehow my entire family showed up and went shopping without me. I stayed in the front of the store to look at a display of clothes that seemed to be pre-selected out of my own closet which was really bizarre. I was all like "WOW I already have this stuff!'. So my parents began to leave and they were looking at me so I hid and acted like I was looking at fruit cups for some reason...My mom found me and said its time to go then she changed her mind because I was looking at food...weird but efficient! I started to browse the back of the store where I ran into Kathy. I haven't seen Kathy since last year so my first thought was to give her a big hug. Instead, this girl literally ran toward me and picked me off the floor like this was some type of chick flick! I got over the awkwardness and we caught up. Kathy looked different today, she had her glasses on and everything but her hair was in an afro. Which to me looked really nice but at the time I couldn't figure out why. As I began to leave Kathy started hugging my leg saying "please don't go!". I was like wow Kathy get off me! haha. It started to hurt but I liked it.
After that I was somehow transported to heaven or a place similar to heaven. It was an empty realm. Like the type you see in the Matrix or video games...nothing but empty space and a voice. The voice said "did you forget about me?". It sounded like Morgan. It was Morgan! It was Morgan all grown up and she looked amazing. But then appeared Kathy...the same Kathy I saw at Wal-Mart. They stood next to each other and as I looked at them both I couldn't help but to notice the resemblance. The only difference between Kathy and Morgan was that Kathy wore glasses and Morgan didn't. Everything else was the same from the skin color to the Afro. I liked the Afro, especially when Morgan made it into a big puff pony tail. I then realized a whole bunch of things....
Am I using Kathy to replace Morgan?
Could me becoming Kathy's friend possibly have something to do with the resemblances?
What kind of future am I likely to expect from being friends with Kathy?
Do I like Kathy or do I miss Morgan?
Do I miss Kathy or do I like Morgan?
Why does Kathy treat me like a vulture over her precious relationship more than a friend?
Why didn't Morgan apologize first?
Should I try to make up with Morgan and pick up where we left off after almost a decade?
Who is Kathy? And what does she see in me that makes her want to be friends so much? I mean its not like she already has a thousand and one guy friends on Facebook
What could I have changed that day so that Morgan and I could of lasted up to this point?
I don't know the answer to any of these questions, but the dream was quite significant seeing as these two are a rare appearance in my daily life. But I'll find the answers while I'm living or when I die. I just know I'll find them. Until next time guys. Peace.
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