Jasmine

 

Yeah the quality is pretty bad but that is my new fight stick with my new poster that I stole fro....I mean Game Stop was nice enough to give me their gigantic poster for free. Isn't that great?! Overall the fight stick is pretty hard to use but I have to practice with it. Anyway lets move to the subject at hand playah!

Jasmine.

For those of you that don't know who Jasmine is allow me to inform you. Jasmine is the little sister of my lifetime best friend. I would always go over my friends house to play video games and Jasmine was always there. Although when I was younger she wasn't interested in me but I had always thought she was really pretty but had to keep my distance because its my best friend, ya know? So Jasmine is this silly, smart, and energetic girl that does random things and she's about my height which is pretty freaking tall for a girl. When I returned to NC two years ago we kind of hit it off unknowingly...then we started texting...texting turned to sexting and sexting turned into ...her parents finding out, but not her brother. So after her texting was turned off I guess she figured "forget Daryl" and dated some guy named Ben. At that point I was pretty much on the prowl for any and every beautiful girl I ran into which includes but not limited to: Angie, Kim, Denita,...yeah yeah yeah. So I kinda wished her happy days with this Ben guy...but then they broke up. 

I had no idea what Jasmine was thinking when she started to date Ben nor when she started gaining feelings for me again. It was really throwing me off at first but I decided to play along with it. However, some reason I do feel as kind of a backup or a hook for a broken heart to cling to thats why I'm not totally comfortable with moving forward. But there has been a turn of events...

Jasmine is what I'd like to call "girl crazy" about me. She thinks about me all the time, waits for me to text her (I know she does. I can tell by her responses), doesn't like it when I'm busy, dreams about me, eat, sleeps, breathes, and blinks Daryl all the time. This stage is called the infatuation stage. Ashely and I went through this stage and we now no longer talk to each other. The infatuation stage isn't a bad thing at all. I'm actually really flattered by it. But I don't want to be around when things reach the "comfortable" stage and she's all like "eh" "whatever" "meh" around me because it happens. Were not perfect. 

All things aside Jasmine is my number 1 candidate at the moment when it comes to girls I'm talking to. She goes to church which may seem average but let me tell you...I haven't met a church going girl in YEARS! She loves God, she gets upset with herself when she lies, she's fragile, a virgin, loves video games and wants to get married. What more can you possibly ask for? Lately I have been thinking about Jasmine quite often. Whenever I think of the future, which I do everyday, she's in it. Whenever I think of a girlfriend, she's the one I think of. Although I try not to rush these things, Jasmine is on my mind a lot more than I have been paying attention to realize. Oh...

Yeah...

I almost forgot...

So this is my blog right?

And you guys are cool right?

And what I say here won't be repeated in my face right?

And if it is then you know I'm totally going to uppercut you to outer space right?! (thumbs up for epic Shoryukens)

Okay, great!

Jasmine...is like my walking sin. I love tall girls, but I also love tall girls that have a nice body. Jasmine has a really really really nice body and it can go from slim to thick within months and in vice-versa too! *swooooon* She has the glasses that makes her look like a secretary. I swear I'm the sucker type for those. Girls if you ever want to know how to lure me in, put those babies on and look above your frames at me. Automatic hug and probably kiss if you're lucky. Jasmine is probably the only girl I would totally sleep with and have zero regrets about it even if she had quadruplets. Her legs remind me of Chun-li's...yes :> And her hair...well sometimes its in styles I don't like too much, but when its straight down I kind of get a little too touchy with her, I can't help it. If we ever get married I can honestly say that I feel sorry for her....and the things I'm going to do to her...In fact if she was alone right now I'd....Alright lets calm down. I do respect Jasmine for waiting until marriage because I want to wait until marriage too but dammit Jasmine...You can't be wearing all this sexy gear all the time :( But she does it for me..I know :)

I care about Jasmine. I know she'd be a great mother since her parents pretty much makes her play Cinderella all her life cleaning the house. To be totally honest, I want to wait until she's 21. That way she is well stabled with her life and future and I'm not in the way or anything. Besides I know by that time she will extremely attractive much like her other model family members that I see on her refrigerator that taunt me every time I come over. I'd love to show her off at that point. Hell, I'll carry her through the mall in my arms to every store, even the candy store in my best suit with a lollipop in my mouth. By then she will also be done growing...and maturing...but most importantly and most seriously...she'll be more experienced. I'm not talking about sex. I'm talking about relationships. By that age Jasmine will definitely know who she wants. She will know the bull crap guys put her through and she will experience bad relationships. You must experience the bad before you can appreciate the good. Although I'm not saying I'll wait until she's 21...I'm just saying that is my preferred age to be with her. Since I think her parents kind of think I'm a real creeper and her brother is kinda iffy and it may be kinda awkward going to their house and being all like...Oh I'm not here for my friend I'm here for Jasmine. Oh god and just imagine the time she's pregnant. I can imagine the look on her mom's face. No matter what age she is she'll be all like "You dirty little boy". LOL. Anyway I think I covered everything. 

I typed this out because I knew once I started playing my video games tonight I wasn't stopping until 3 in the morning. Later!